Down There...

Dark days, gloomy nights

Me, am lying, staring,

blankly

At the sky.

The vent, widened,

It screamed

What?? Yea, its me.

I've been to pieces, torn, tormented, bruised.

Shucks! Am I still alive?

I am, for good.

Who are YOU??

What have YOU got to do with ME?

Shite off!! You've got no business here.

I'm psychotic.

That's me. Can you deal with it?

But what's this???

Evrything's turning hazy, clouded, dark.

What's this fluid

filling my red eyes?

Tears!!!!

o Jesus!

I'm falling, weeping. My heart,

its bleeding.

I'm crying. I want to go back..

To my childhood.

No I don't. Why?

Its dark down there.

"Make up your mind, you nutter!"

I screamed, I screamed.

I fell. I can't get up, up........

Shake yourself, come back.

You have no right to cry.

You have no right to seek help.

There's nobody around you, don't you see?

You're there, in the world, its just you.

Don't you see??

You can't feel. You don't have to.

I dont.

But I do.

To cry on your shoulder,

to listen to your heart beat against mine.

I want to feel. I want to love.

But nobody wants.

It hurts sometimes.

Goddamn. I have to be alone.

The black waters down my eyes

have dried off. There's no one in me.

Am I done with?

Yes, I am.

My share is over...Its just me now.

Just me